First blog of 08

HAPPY NEW YEAR! ... At least is fucking well better be. I'm sick and tired of the years going bad. Well, I'm sick and tired of letting them go bad.

Ok, perv'ing update - actually not a whole lot. I could say I've been lazy, but in all seriousness I've been working. Hard. And maybe a little bit lazy.

Although I did have a very nice NYE party - of which there was a bit of perv'ing. I have found I have a kick-arse hot neighbour across the road, a rather nice neighbour nextdoor to her; and next door a really nice couple (just not perv-able). Nice in a "I'm sure they have a hot single girl to put me with" nice. ... Nice ;)

So, yeah across the road neighbours - into porn, rather open, can swear, drink to nice levels ... and I'm not all together sure, but I'm almost sure the wife was looking at me just a little more than everyone else. Not that I mind, just curious to see what happens next time we are social. Think it could be interesting.

So I have found a lot of neighbours that a very cool! Neighbours I really should have meet when I moved in to this place all those months ago. Ah well, live and learn.

On to the story of what I've been doing the past few days. I did something bad. Rather bad. And I thinking I'm close to regretting it.

Think I wasted money. Money I really didn't need to waste. I did something I was sure I wouldn't do, but had the best intentions in doing it.

A really bad thing.

I subscribed to a single's dating site.

Very bad thing.

This one is a little more ... "open" than a lot of others, but that goes to helping with a slight issue I might have currently.

Nevermind.

This "open" site is good, but I'm pretty sure I wasted my money. I'm never good with first impressions (at least socially) - and writing a profile and putting my pictures up, probably has turned girls away.

Probably.

Ok, I can almost promise you it has. I had more "interaction" on this site before I subscribed.

I have sent out a number of "contacts" and almost as many messages. I know it's a numbers game, but really - one response saying "I'm not interested". Just a bit disappointed.

I don't "mind" getting a negative (truth be told, I do mind it but it's better than wasting all that money).

I think I'll just stick to perv'ing, it's safer and I get better responses. Stick with what you know - Right?

Right? ... fine, be that way. I know getting out there (even online out there) is better than just sitting here bitching and complaining about having no life.

Perhaps if I'm "out-there" enough, I'll have a few more stories to tell and blog about.

On another note, I'm going to start a bit of a timeline. I'm going to set the start date to 1st June 2005. That's about 2.5 years.

2.5 years without any action. At all.

Maybe that's a reason I'm going nuts? Or maybe there's another reason for that. Both effects? Neither causes?

Time to stop rambling and go see if my waste of money has done anything. I'm not holding my breath.